I was away from the group for about 3 months but it is good to be back. Back on June 20th of this year my brother-in-law was diagnosed with pancriatic cancer. We were up in Door county on a vacation,golfing every day and he kept complaining about back pain,and generally just not feeling good.When we got home he went to the doctor and that is when he found out. On September 2nd he passed away, at just 56 yrs of age. I can't tell you the toll it has taken on our family. My wife and her family are extremely close and this came out of nowhere. My brother in law touched many lives as evidenced by the turnout at the church upwards of 800 people came to pay their respects,I have never seen such a turnout for a funeral save a police or firemans funeral. Since his passing I haven't felt like doing much of anything just going on day to day. But I realize life must go on. And so I have come back to the community here in hopes of ressurecting my spirits.You have all been so helpful and supportive in the past. I am looking forward to the commeraderie and good times this group provides.